On July 23rd, 2002 Kevin and I went in and met with Dr. Chapman for an ultra sound test. When they turned the machine on, I just knew you were a girl. The moment, I saw your little face, I knew it. It was so amazing to see you in there. You had all of your tiny little parts. I checked them all off one by one as they labled them. Kevin squeezed my hand everytime they would label a different part. At the very end, Mrs Cathy, the ultra sound tech told us...all indications are that it is a GIRL! We were so excited. She pushed on my stomach to get you to turn over...you got mad and kicked back at the ultra sound machine. A girl...her name will be Mary Catherine Rawlinson. We will call her Mary Catherine. I am going to have a daughter.
This has got to get better. I am officially not having fun! I am so sick and I do not crave anything. My only desire is for this baby to get here FAST! I am down 12 lbs. The doctors are worried about my weight loss. They are looking into new options for me. They have found another drug that might help...it is called Zofran. It is a drug they give Cancer patients on
Chemo and are sick. I will try anything at this point. My thoughts are of what the baby will be like. Will it be like me or kevin? I wonder if you will sleep all night and if I will hear you when you cry for me. I wonder what we will do together and if you will like to do the same things kevin and I like to do. I wonder if I can really do this Mommy thing. I am scard to death.
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